Wednesday, September 23, 2009

23 September 2009

Wow so fast 23 September, time passes pretty fast. hahas. life is jus so bored when you have nothing to do. jus like me lor so bored til now come in post. hahas.
Wait my NS til wanna phe chek liao -_-
nth to post about it . hahas. takecare guys.


EH Friend u finally out liao. hahas grats.

Monday, September 21, 2009

21 September 2009

Now is 21 september , 7.10am in the morning. i still posting. I cant sleep, cause got some problem i having right now, the problem is my mind is jus cant stop thinkin about her. i know she alr fade and give up but i jus totally cant stop thinkin abt her. i stupid right people don love mi le i still love her and miss her. hahas (: , nvm la i don give a damn. only me sad what not her sad so i don worry. cos she happi jiu hao. i noe she already take me as a invisble and bo chup me liao. its okies. my mind so painful right now like a aeroplane or explosion in my head right now. but i don wan to stop the postin. still got many things to write.

dono how mani i post alr from dono when til now all sadness emo words. cause i alr say i will be a emo and bad boy le. so my postin i guess will keep on emo til don't know when.

i still wondering when is my NS. if next year i go in NS is two years and a half months. i don't know is truth anot, all my friends said one. nvm two years and a half months lor.
hahas Toh JiAwEi u are jus so stubborn den all among your friends. MY LIFE NOW IS JUS SO LIFELESS GUILTY AND REGRET!!

Friday, September 18, 2009

17September to 18September

hello all people i had not been update recently.
i jus had to say something in my blog, those who see my blog and dono what am i talkin so please don ask. if those who know den good for u.

if i never say out, the situation will be the same as last time. if i say out the situation also will be like last time. HOW AM I GOING TO FACE THIS THING AGAIN, FEEL SO GUILTY. Wat the hell la. this year 2009 i keep guilty and regret what i have done, i told myself can i jus end my life? the guilty and regret will carry on and carry on wif mi for my whole life. the pain tat i carry is so painful. my mind still got her somemore. GOD FUCK U LA.!! JUS KILLED ME IN ONE SHOT LA.

Thursday, September 3, 2009

03 September 2009

now is 9am i still posting and after for so long i finally update now. This few days i had been doin some foolish things. but i will still keep it inside my heart and mind and keep on facing the problem after i have received it. every single night after we break up, my mind my heart automically emo and negative thinking. i will try not to go fan ai ni animore and ever le. nobody will know what im thinking so ok la i will ren zu myself mo mo de cheng shou. wont harass u wont disturb u til u wanna meet me or wanna sms me or what ba.

Hello People how life ? ask u all ar. Joker buangstun reali fun? but i don tink so. i will try my best change in this months.

THIS YEAR 2009 IS MY SUPER DAM SUAY YEAR, dono what i do is alway WRONG, GUILTY and REGRET. hope tis year faster over and reali start a new year. hope she faster find her new boyfriend and really hope she will be more happi wif her boyfriend. Those who be her Boyfriend is so Lucky. she is really a nice girl i said. btw on 29August2009 i saw a girl which i don expect to see it when she jus appear infront of me at Cine. and go pool i saw a girl jus look like you around percent 95%. hais. hope you will faster get over it and erase our past and our mermory. good luck in findin a new boyfriend. Commit suicide is really my lover i guess. i had nth to do animore. jus nw quarrel wif my dad so dam jialat. dont worry ba. i will be fine.

btw sorri for making u alway so late sleep. sorri for making nightmare. sorri about ur parents concern abt me. sorri for what i did in the past and few days. wont go do it again animore.