back to normal

yo hello all (: happy christmas day. hahas, hope u all happy with your own couple (: but when i just now woke up. i heard a awful words telling me, lets be friend back, cause she just cant forget her ex but i what to do? also cannot force her to be back with me ma. but nevermind. you happy jiu hao le. (:

10 days more.

Hello all, wa so long never update my blog le. how you guys?
hope you all are having fun. i 10 more days to enlistment to NS. hais. sometime i just wanna to know why i just find a simple relationship that i love? why i cant be like other couple so sweet and lovely?

Hello all (:

Today i sleep for the whole day. never eat from morning to midnight . hahas erm miss my parents sia they at genting right now. LOLs. time to give up already (:
Erm me soon going to NS in less then 2 months . hahas finally sia. All my buddy friend i'm going to join you all in NS already. woohoo (:
wow no more sadness post le. hahas good right me

Tired

Time passes really really fast, now is November already yet i still cant forget about her in my mind. How i really wish that i don't have a heart that keeps me alive thinking those sadness past. All this 6 months i been thinking and thinking about you and my own problem i know is stupid but what to do? I really fucking dam regret of doing or saying those things to you, and i know you wont come back to me anymore. You know what? from 8th may 7.30pm to 10th may is my first time go Malaysia and i really miss you dam alot. and u wrote a small notes for me and behind wrote don't break with you ): , how i wish i really can die. zhen de hen tong ku ni zhi dao ma? i few more months and weeks i going to NS le i will miss you deadly. I really need you back but i know answer is cannot but nevermind. Thanks for the day that you given me pei-ing me and
You asked me this question before 'Hais do you still love me?' and i already know the answer when you haven say out. Time to fade you will fade. Time to give up you will give up. Time to say good bye to me i will say good bye to you first. i really miss you badly. hais really envy that guy that be with you right now. jealous and hurt = DIE! >,<

TheStory

Now already 5.20am in the morning but i still post,

TheStory : When i was in secondary school i already think of commit suicide. dont ask me why, only some of my friends know why. Hmmm when i was in sec 2 i don't know what is love until sec 4 graduated den slowly understand what is love but still not sure, until i met a girl that live near me which i met her on East Coast Park and she is the one brighten my day up when i feel sick lonely and sad plus she is the girl who thought me and gave me what real love is. Until now my mindset still all about her, is already 5mths yet i still cant forget about her. i really regretted what i had done in the past to you ,etc never treat u well or ...... , but i know now no use of saying it, cause u got boyfriend now, but i still wanna to said thanks for the 4mths we been together, hoping you will come back, but i know is impossible, its alright. but I'm really happy for you that you got boyfriend le. hahas, last long with him ba. i have nothing to say le.
thanks for taking care of me when we are at JP last time when I'm dizzy + sickness. and 9.56pm the show is the first time you came to my house watch the show after that pei you go home. hais, nevermind takecare my lover, hope u happy everyday. don't study so much when you got headache and rest well plus relax more often (: . I'm finally happy le Yeah hahas ;D

Moodless

i don't know what to say. Today when i woke up i ji dao heard a xi bei sadness thingy and my tears start to drop abit and heng i control it. i this few weeks before sleep think many past thingy keep ly on bed roll and look at my wall for 2hours or more den that den can sleep. sleep awhile wake up suddenly think of her. make me drop tears non stop.
Why some people cannot born just like a human being? why human cannot just be like human lehs? why born out got weirdweird stuff??? i everytime look at my parts of my body i really dam moodless like fcuking hell and dont know what to comments. i keep tryin to smile to myself when i saw some of my parts of body and i know is retarded right but bo bian i dont wanna drop my tears anymore but i noe i cant do it. i really damn envy other people lor. i really still dont know why am i born out into this world. fucking god , go die la hor or make me disappear in this world.

30 October 2009

wa so long no update le. so freaking bad mood, will my day come back? i don think so but i hope so. but i know wont be back de.
i ask myself this question again and again repeat and repeat again.
do i look strong infront of friend ?
its been so long i am still like that.
Soon going 2010year . Why cant my mindset be more happiness. i hope i can go back to the imm giant working place to start all over again.

10 October 2009

Now is 5.41am yet i still blog.

This sentences i write to u 'we stead we break is my fault, and you don already love me why i mus continue love u til now' cause i just cant let it go but i have to. why i make myself til so xingku. At first i thought i and u stead together we will last long more den your ex but im wrong we are not even last long den ur ex. you said yourself a failure but i dont tink u are failure cause im the one who create it, cause you alway concern care love me but im jus a fucker and you are not failure im the one is the most useless stupid failure and im jus a passerby to you afterall last few months we had been together. I thought we can be forever then all couples and you told me you also thought we can be together forever but who changed so fast? ANSWER is me im changed. im changed to no longer last time care concern abt u liao. but i regreted!! so what if i regreted . time oso cannot turn back . I had to accept the fact what. and you of cause easy say those sentences to me cause the painful and mei ren yao is me lehs not you. YA last time you painful so now retribution liao right i now suffering more painful then your last time.

i think my this post not emo already hor?.
hais why i go eastcoastpark! why i stay bukitbatok! why am i born out!

07 October 2009

Hmm why my mind just cant stop thinkin of YOU. its already been 5mths le lehs. knn sia.
you easy forgot me cause you maybe got guy jio you or you admire someone already but me lehs , or you already got boyfriend le. but me lehs FUCK UP. angry myself hate myself.
its already quite long le yet i still cant give up on you and erase you at my mind. Mani of my friend tell me Cheerup dont wei le yi ge nu hai sad not worth it. i told them you think i wan sad de mehs? i keep tell myself when is my deadline of die. i should just die and vanish in this stupid world. LOVE is just a hurtful danger thing den anything else. My blog my post all is emo emo emo. When will be the Day that bright me up. Full of darkness i having now. So scary lor. I jus being so noob sia. already 5months le lehs!!

03 October 2009

What i had been doin this few days . The memory of the memory is still kept following my mind where ever i go. why cant i jus erase you in my stupid bastard brain? is so fkin hard to erase did u noe that? i know yours is easy but nevermind la , never blame u at all cause is my fault. hais without u is really killing me like hell. i jus hope when i sleeping you are alway pei-in me in my dream and i of cause don wanna wake up til i die. why my blog alway so emo sadness? cause i just cant pull up myself, i cant make myself stronger as before as last time. i have been telling myself smile where ever im sad or anyhow go thinking. but the tears is the stronger den my smile. i know you wan me continue my life. okies i will continue de. but if got something happen to me then is too bad. dont know why when some other people is sad or what i can confront them but i jus cant do it for myself from secondary school til now. i know my life is full of darkness right now but i just have to carry on wif my stupid life.
My life is really dam sucks lor, still got Body problem but i wont say out what problem. why the tjw is no longer like last time joker or what . Now emo-ing is my best job to do then joker . hais. who can help me T_T i really dam xingku la!!! i keep feel wanting to sms you but i keep telling myself dont, is so hard to tell myself but i did it. never mind don worry about me (: hehes

23 September 2009

Wow so fast 23 September, time passes pretty fast. hahas. life is jus so bored when you have nothing to do. jus like me lor so bored til now come in post. hahas.
Wait my NS til wanna phe chek liao -_-
nth to post about it . hahas. takecare guys.


EH Friend u finally out liao. hahas grats.

21 September 2009

Now is 21 september , 7.10am in the morning. i still posting. I cant sleep, cause got some problem i having right now, the problem is my mind is jus cant stop thinkin about her. i know she alr fade and give up but i jus totally cant stop thinkin abt her. i stupid right people don love mi le i still love her and miss her. hahas (: , nvm la i don give a damn. only me sad what not her sad so i don worry. cos she happi jiu hao. i noe she already take me as a invisble and bo chup me liao. its okies. my mind so painful right now like a aeroplane or explosion in my head right now. but i don wan to stop the postin. still got many things to write.

dono how mani i post alr from dono when til now all sadness emo words. cause i alr say i will be a emo and bad boy le. so my postin i guess will keep on emo til don't know when.

i still wondering when is my NS. if next year i go in NS is two years and a half months. i don't know is truth anot, all my friends said one. nvm two years and a half months lor.
hahas Toh JiAwEi u are jus so stubborn den all among your friends. MY LIFE NOW IS JUS SO LIFELESS GUILTY AND REGRET!!

17September to 18September

hello all people i had not been update recently.
i jus had to say something in my blog, those who see my blog and dono what am i talkin so please don ask. if those who know den good for u.

if i never say out, the situation will be the same as last time. if i say out the situation also will be like last time. HOW AM I GOING TO FACE THIS THING AGAIN, FEEL SO GUILTY. Wat the hell la. this year 2009 i keep guilty and regret what i have done, i told myself can i jus end my life? the guilty and regret will carry on and carry on wif mi for my whole life. the pain tat i carry is so painful. my mind still got her somemore. GOD FUCK U LA.!! JUS KILLED ME IN ONE SHOT LA.

03 September 2009

now is 9am i still posting and after for so long i finally update now. This few days i had been doin some foolish things. but i will still keep it inside my heart and mind and keep on facing the problem after i have received it. every single night after we break up, my mind my heart automically emo and negative thinking. i will try not to go fan ai ni animore and ever le. nobody will know what im thinking so ok la i will ren zu myself mo mo de cheng shou. wont harass u wont disturb u til u wanna meet me or wanna sms me or what ba.

Hello People how life ? ask u all ar. Joker buangstun reali fun? but i don tink so. i will try my best change in this months.

THIS YEAR 2009 IS MY SUPER DAM SUAY YEAR, dono what i do is alway WRONG, GUILTY and REGRET. hope tis year faster over and reali start a new year. hope she faster find her new boyfriend and really hope she will be more happi wif her boyfriend. Those who be her Boyfriend is so Lucky. she is really a nice girl i said. btw on 29August2009 i saw a girl which i don expect to see it when she jus appear infront of me at Cine. and go pool i saw a girl jus look like you around percent 95%. hais. hope you will faster get over it and erase our past and our mermory. good luck in findin a new boyfriend. Commit suicide is really my lover i guess. i had nth to do animore. jus nw quarrel wif my dad so dam jialat. dont worry ba. i will be fine.

btw sorri for making u alway so late sleep. sorri for making nightmare. sorri about ur parents concern abt me. sorri for what i did in the past and few days. wont go do it again animore.

10 August 2009

Hello all im back.
=] now is 7.06am and yet i haven sleep yet.
To GOD: God help me things, if u wanna punish me oso can but jus help me tis and i had spoken to u alr. thanks =]

TINKING YOU ALWAY.
LOVING YOU ALWAY.
you all shld noe who im refer to and u oso shld noe i refering to u!

25July2009

WOOHOO 25july2009 around 4am midnite i jus make a new refreshment of myself. HAHAS~ guess what? u all sure dono what i had done to myself =D woohoo. cos i had done something to myself lalalalalalala SURPRIZE HAHAS DON TELL U ALL~ GO GUESS BA =]
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25July2009

Time passes by so fast. one shot i already goin 19th already in about 22more days. but my relationship is reali sucks man. when can i end up my fuckin life? problem reali having mani le lor! when i keep lookin up the sky at the night, i keep watchin the star and tink tjw cheerup and smile please. i reali tryin to be strong but i jus cant do it. somemore i listen to song to relax myself but i still cnt stop thinkin those thing happen to me. hope i can go other country alone and spent my life there alone quietly and peacefully.

See the time i still posting. hais cause i cant sleep.

25July2009

Everyday i keep thinkin the same problem plus i reflect myself but i jus cant stop myself from thinkin it. it reali hurts me alot. wanna shout out oso cannot. feel like taking one knife to stab my heart everytime or jumpdown building or kena bang by the car. but why i never did that? cause i just cant stop thinkin and loving you. i wanna keep seeing u and huggin u tightly. one day the rainbow will appear infront of us. u jus wait and see and i keep lookin at our picture hais. really hope i can die as soon as possible. so that i will not longer exist in tis world. pray i die faster. reali very xing ku sia. i reali regret what i did last time. why i being born out!! why!! i already stress about my some of my parts problem liao. yet still got other problem. GOD just kill me la!! i rather give my life to those who wanna live in tis world. i reali wanna noe why i born out!! summore i was number 5th child in family ... my parents should stop at number 4th child lor! hais xi bei tong ku sia T_T.

21July2009

Hahas as usual im will be doin the same things as last time.
All friends in NS . miss them sia. hey guys don tink i gay hor. cos they are all my best buddy i ever had. hey to all couple. try to cherish ur relationship. don be like me. those who read my blog hope u all will be loving and hope u all will happi alway wif eachother. CHERISH ,RESPECT AND COMMUNICATE is important. COUPLE PLEASE CHERISH FROM THE BEGINING TO OLD HAIR. i write til here le. if got more details from my mind i will write it down again.
thanks for reading

From TohJiAwEi.

Hello everyBody

WOOHoo im back , kinda busy everydays, today free and now reali dam sian den post, sick for dono how mani days le, but still alright. ALL MY NS FRENZ GO IN DON GET CONFINEMENT IF NOT I DAM BORED DE LEHS, LOLS.

HELLO PEOPLE I SO LONG NV POST ALREADI!!

Hello People hahas im back to my blog alreadi!! guess what? i jus bought a new laptop at it fair. But need share wif my brother but nvm at least got PC to use it!! sry tat i MIA!! cause computer spoil.=(. anithing tag me wors hahas!!

Finally im back to singapore ~ btw my computer spoil . i using my baby computer now in her school. hello everyone i go genting form 8may to 10may is like so less time but reali quite fun XD

04 May 2009

long time nv post le~ Wa me can die sio!!
EveryDay go out spent MONEY!!! WHAT THE FUCK!!
EVERY SINGLE DAY SPENT ABOUT 20PLUS DEN ONE WEEK NEED TOP UP EZ LINK CARD ABOUT 40 TO 50 DOLLARS!! NA BEI SIA!!
WANNA DIE LE! EVERYDAY GO BUNK BUNK BUNK ~ ME BECOME BUNKER SIAO LIAO LA

27April2009 Monday 2months anniversary

Finally 27April 2009 le. Baby we two months liao lehs! woohoo
time like so fast lor. baby i soon goin to Malaysia le. i will be missin u like hell lor. don miss me too much later u cnt tahan ;x plus after my malaysia i dono i will goin in to NS soon le. hope u will concentrate more study den me~ if not u cnt concentrate in ur studi. baby i love u more den everyone now and high like a sky. i miss u dam deep like a sea. hope we wont leave each other til we die :D

26 April 2009 Sunday

woohoo quite long never update le . Wow baby u update so long and mani sentence.
26April 2009 woke up around 2.30pm becos i planned to watch movie wif my baby so we woke up earli but in the end cancel cos got some problem. erm sorry bi. so in the end me decide to bring my gf go to west coast park to relax ourself at there so we reaching westcoastpark le and we sat down one places looking at those sea and u all noe what we saw rainbow :D baby we tat time 2mths ago at Jurong Point saw it and i was the one ask u to go see plus today we went west coast park plus is me again to tell u tat got rainbow again :D hahas. hmm about 7something we went to eat Mac and my baby keep laughin til wanna die of oxygen liao hahas :P ps ar bi keep make u laugh - hahas about 8pm something we went back to sit at our place earlier on. sat awhile we took bus home le

20 April 2009

Long time never update le. cause i lazy and nothing to post ma =x hahas
but nevermind i update now :D

today 20april 2009 (8.10am) woke up den i was like half dead cause i having dam super big headache and i sms to baby tell her tat i never send her to school le and i noe she will be disappointed . but then i went back to slp and awhile later more (8.50am) i woke up again then i call my baby tell her that i will be sending her to school~ sry bi make u cab and make u late for meetin derek and hilary. about 9.10am i prepare hao le. i was like half dead again but wei le baby i chiong preparing. hehes :D after i preparing hao le baby take cab come meet me and we cab to batok mrt meet derek and hilary den we take train to yiochukang mrt le we walk fast fast to find hilary and my baby class. after findin finished derek went to work at IMM den i wait for hilary and baby til 12pm for their 2hours break meanin til 12pm til 2pm is their break so i from 10am til 12pm walk around YioChuKang places~ kinda tired keep walk around. when about 12pm le i went to NYP find hilary and baby and we went to koufu at their school eat but i never eat. kinda full :D hehes. reachin 2pm le i went back home and slp awhile . my whole body is like dying .. and after that about 4 sumthing or 5sumthing i woke up and preparing go fetch my baby . after meeting baby they all we went to town lookin for their laptop bag. but in the end oso never buy cause not nice lor those laptop bag. plus those nice nice is so expensive sia. after finished seeing all this stuff we take bus from fareast to pc bunk play L4D. after l4d we slack awhile den take cab home le.

09 April 2009

Quite a period of time i never update le~ o.o 4days onli hahas =x
so now i gonna update
09April2009 meet baby inside the bus about 6pm and go dhoby ghaut to find wq and juwen~ but we go find them they go eat =,=~ me and baby go pc bunk find mj lor slack together awhile den me baby go open com play audition. x.x play half way wenghong come meet us in bunk and he go open com play audi wif us. den guo le bu jiu hou derek and hilary come meet us and wq and juwen eat hao le oso come meet us. den we slack inside bunk play AUDI and L4D =x so fun~ until play 3hours =,= during the 3hours of gaming me , derek and weiqiang go buy thing for those 3 PRINCESS =,=.... wtf~ piglet, eeyore, tigger~ slowli awhile more sam, gp, shirley come meet us in bunk den we go take MRT home~ take until jurong east , sam and his girlfrenz shirley go home. all left those ppl i had mention earlier in the blog =x hahas . so left us and we go Bukitbatok Mac eat our supper . eat hao le go take cab and went back home abt 1am .

hahas I AM THE ENTERTAINER joker ..... diao
baby x3

05 April 2009 Lucky day and happy day

Baby iLoveYou always


wow i so long never update le. maybe too busy or kinda lazy to update. hahas but nevermind i now gonna update it.

before 05april2009 all already said 1pm meet but in the end is 4.30pm meet LOLs. i 12pm woke up see no miss call then continue sleep til 2pm wake up go watch tv. hahas but nevermind forget about it ba. sorry baby at batok bus interchange waitin for me thought u still at home mei xiang dao u already go take bus le. so i rush and go find u. phew heng i not the late late reach one. then hilary and we go jurong east interchange meet derek,wq,juwen go bugis the new new shopping centre . reached there le we go find arcade wq wanna renew his LEO car. he renew finished we go the new new shopping centre beside bugis street and we go arcade and play those bearbear machine de. and my baby use $7 change to token and pass to me and i help my baby play those bearbear machine. at first we $2 we catch piglet but the piglet cnt drop down. den we left $5 to hope can catch tat piglet for my baby. den in the end left $2 we finally caught that piglet and thanks to manager help us hahas. den left $2 we go carebear but cant be catch so hard~ omg we left $1 and we keep walk around the bearbear machine. and we saw a guy restocking sum slipper to tat machine and i use that $1 to try catch. and we caught it!! OMG so heng use $7 to catch both item so wu hua lor xD after stayin at bugis we decide go parkmall eat sakae sushi. we from bugis street there walk to parkmall dhoby ghaut there and half way we saw a guy wif motor hit by a car but we din see they hit. that guy wif the motor macham fainting lor . so pale as my baby told me. but nvm don care them. we continue walk walk walk to CATHAY there and continue walk to parkmall. haiyo reachin inside mi derek and wq go find POSB machine but still cnt find cos the machine alreadi close le. but nevermind we go back to sakae sushi there and eat. haiyo my baby u really can laugh until PEK sia. hahas hilary plus juwen and baby laugh until cry sio . TIAN BU LA QU SI oso can laugh x,x u all hor haiyo from bugis start to laugh til 10pm liao still can laugh. hahas
after having alot of fun for those girl plus wq oso laugh til crazy we pei juwen to dhoby station and we turn back to go take bus home. so tiring =D enjoy x3

31 March 2009

31March2009 I still sleeping my mum suddenly call me woke up and prepare go down wif her. den i follow lor~ =D Mummy(REAL) Thanks u <3
After finished everything at downstair me and my mum went back home eat my macdonald =D
den need prepare and meet derek at my hse downstair there, after meeting derek den we went to Batok Mrt there wait for wenghong , meet liao we go take 61 Bus to bukit timah beauty world there wait for hilary and my BABY!!
wait hao le we go play lan and slack awhile ~ hilary need go home den derek accompany her til dono where den come back find us and we went to opp the beauty world we go eat rotiprata and went home after eating =D
wat the fuck all my updatin all gone for tis page =,=!!

K box!! anniversary 27 March2009

Today 27 March 2009 is the day mi and my baby 1st month anniversary =D
we on 27 March reali having alot of fun lor hahas
i keep see my baby laugh til wanna crazy liao i felt so happi hehes.
At first me and my baby at home chattin on msn or watever and we plan 4pm meet but in the end 6pm meet LOLs!! so pro lor. so about 5.30pm i reach my house downstair and wait for her about 30mins then she walk to my house downstair, so meanin the time she reach is 6pm =x. after that we from my house walk to Batok Mrt and we went to City Hall Marina Square for Kbox. reali felt crazy sia. me and my baby reali having fun inside the room singing together til sot plug. erm about 10pm we left the room we go out slack and we walk to bugis find chee min and wenghong. slack awhile den i saw a ji bai kia at bugis tat time tio me de =,= but he never saw me. so we went to bugis MRT and take mrt home =D happihappihappi <3 me ="D">

26 March 2009

Hello everybody~ i now update my blog =D quite a period of time never update le.
26March 2009
today don't know why i suddenly so early woke up then i clean my desk my thing to pack up neatly =D hehes.
after finished doing all this things then sms my baby ask her she woke up le ma, then we chat on msn liao need prepare and go out together, so i go my baby bus stop there wait for her quite long but nevermind, after meeting my baby we go meet derek and wenghong at JE MRT there and wait for hilary to go Orchard far east there meet wenghong frenz estee. meet le den we walkwalk shopping, after far east we go cineleisure liao jiu take bus go bugis hanjilane to shi sha, hehes

Bi Finally One Month wif u liao!! x3 hehes 27 March 2009 i will love u no matter what~ i will cherish every moment being wif u~ i will love u every single second~ bi if don hav u i guess i wont step into relationship again~ Baby iloveyou le la~

25 March 2009

Wont update for a period of time~ kinda too busy liao! =D
Dont know when then update!~

20 March 2009

Today 21March2009 so i talk about yesterday things. =D
yesterday morning about 5am then sleep~ but 7am need set alarm clock woke up call my baby to wake up but she wake up le go sleep again =,= LOLs but nevermind 9.11am le she ownself woke up then i 9.33am then woke up den we faster prepare need go NYP there baby need pass things to the school x.x. after that we go YCK MRT take Mrt to dhoby ghaut to go habourfront vivo city eat and wait for derek and hilary. den we eat finished and derek plus hilary come meet us le we go giant bought water to go sentosa. reaching sentosa le den we walk to siloso beach there~ suddenly i rmb i need buy cigg =,= wat the fuck need walk dam super long lor!! i alone walking dam super tired oso~ ok i reach the place le but i couldnt saw the 7-11 den i went back =,= ok nvm i find baby and they all liao slack awhile den me and derek go back to the starting point and there is 7-11!! wtf? ok bought the cigg le~ we slowli walk back to the place tat we playin on. me and derek reach le~ we startin to go down to the walk! wei le baby i go down to the water =D hehes reali having fun biiiii!!
finish playin sentosa at about 7pm something den we went to bath. after bathing to go wait for baby and hilary and go take bus to the sentosa main startin point to take train go back vivo city and meet weiqiang and juwen den and we go eat swensen =,= wtf so little of food!! but nvm havin fun in there hahas den slackin awhile jiu go home le!!

18 March 2009

Today dono why i woke up so earli lor~ 11.30am . den go use com play private sever maple story and after that need prepare go meet my baby at her bus stop there. meet my baby le we took bus go batok MRT meet derek and qiang and wait for hilary, after that we went to bugis juntion there ~ baby wanna buy shoes. buy hao le we from there took one bus go to orchard cineleisure and the bus uncle reali making me piss off!! 40cent oso wanna gey gao! kanina pua ji bai sia. we reach cineleisure le den we went to eat dinner. and keep decide wanna watch movie anot but we don wan watch le den we from orchard there walk to dhoby ghaut there slack at bunk and PS~ after that we went home le~

14 March 2009

Today i don't know what to do~ everyday meet my baby but only today din meet feel so gao wei , baby miss you la >,<. but nvm i can tahan. wa thought i today wont meet my baby but in the end my baby 10pm something meet me at my hse downstair and go eat mac wif her friends, after that my baby come my hse ton til 15 of march afternoon then go home =D

13 March 2009

me and my baby <3

Yesterday derek come my house first den me and him go down to my hse bus stop there wait for hilary and my baby =D wait wait wait finally they reach le then still need wait for bus again and the bus finally came, we sit inside the bus go to vivocity =D den we at there so fun until so dam late go home, we abt 12am something den go the habour bus interchange to find our bus but the bus no more le we went to those bus stop and heng got our Bus!! phew . den we reach bukit batok bus interchange le we tot no more our bus again liao =,= wtf but heng we got wait cos the bus last mins come. den me and my baby go take the bus , hilary and derek go dono where =,=, my baby alight the bus le den after that is me alight liao. derek suddenly call me say wan come my hse ton til 4am den me and derek go slack awhile outside jiu come my hse watch ghost show .

baby u tomorrow goin camp le T_T but heng is stay there one day only and i alr miss u liao. imagine i go NS i die liao miss u til die.


babyiloveyou <3>

9 March 2009

Today 9 March =] i woke up saw so many miss call =x ~ sorry baby never pick cause i too tired liao. but at least i prepare fastfast and rush down to find you~ erm today go down my house the rain so dam big but i need rush to batok MRT cause scare let baby, huiying and hilary angri but mei xiang dao i reach liao still need wait for derek but derek haven come~ we go take mrt go NYP there then we at NYP wait for derek and zhiwei. after finishin NYP thingy we went to town there wait for kira. den we go walkwalk eateat. after finishin town we go home liao den finally derek ask hilary for erhem =x hahas and they erhem~ grats them.

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hehes 27Feb09

7 March 2009

on 7 march 2009 i woke up prepare goin out but yet no people done yet~ make me keep wait til wanna sleep on my bed liao den i don wan slp. xi bei kuku lor after tat i stand up shut down computer and went go out alone first. If not i really can sleep sio!!
so i reach my place that i wan to go le and meet my frenz den we play basketball and go BBQ after my baby and hilary come find us ~ the bbq was dam fun lor i keep drink til so shiok but don have those red wine or watever liao >,< about 12.55am got police come screen me and my frenz but some never tio =,= so heng! but nevermind after that we go home liao me and my baby plus hilary take cab home ..

5 March 2009

Finally everything peaceful liao =D wahahaha~ feel so relax now cos nth happen le
but the bugis tai ji tink still need to settle it down but guess soon will settle it down
today haoyong come my hse downstair meet me den we two go take bus to bukitbatok mrt then take mrt to jurong east interchange find jj, cm and wh. meet liao we go orchard there wait for kira at far east there~ then he reach le we go walkwalk shopping inside awhile jiu go out of the far east there slack~ listen to people play drum or watever and then derek and wq come find us ~ =D after that wait le i go lucky plaza alone find my cousin ~ and i at lucky plaza so boring so i call haoyong ask him and kira come meet me at there lor~ den wait for my baby and hilary come lucky plaza find us =D , find hao le den i go tok to my cousin to settle some problem ~ den ok le we go back far east find derek they all le slack awhile at far east den we go clarkquay there liao~ wat the fuck go clarkquay oso nv do anithing except some of my frenz go there play lan but me and my baby plus some frenz go bugis play shisha relaxing oursevles and we play until play and siao =D ~
then after shisha so late liao we go take cab home le from bugis ..

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happily goin out wif u hehes
270209 <3

3 march 2009

=,= today go out happily lor wif frenz and my stead~ we go orchard walkwalk den go city hall walkwalk playplay~ den me and my stead and haoyong plus huiying we go farrer park liao slackslack~ den we go take mrt home den some ji bai and some xia lan guai lan kia keep stare stare stare~ na bei make me xi bei du lan~ knn =,= ~ some more spit salivar at my side ~

1 March 2009

Finally update my blog le =D today rain so big until like cannot go out lor fuck sia!! then wait til 4 or 5 something le bo bian go take cab go baby hse there~ den we take cab go jurong east interchange den go bugis find ming jie and huiying =D den we had alot of fun lor like keep bua stunt xD hahas me la keep do so many joker siao thing infront of them =x hehes~ den we go bugis street shop after that go bugis juntion slack~ =D then after tat jiu go home liao~ but reali alot of fun lor =D but keep cough na bei~ =,=

26 February 2009

Today woke up at 12.45pm so tiring like half dead >,< but nvm
ermm today wake up vommit blood again wat the hell =,=, then rain keep non stop somemore rain so heavily =,= reali piss off sia
hungry now! ROAR!

25 February 2009

Erm quite long no update le~ today dam free den update =D
me on 25Feb dam super sick ~ veri fuck lor~ keep headache =,=

23February 2009

Nowadays the mind cant work properly thats why cannot post~ now post abit >,< 23Feb go play pool at bukit timah beauty world there~ then some of my frenz come my hse ton play cards or whatever quite fun xD
hope my brain will start working as per normal from today onwards ~
and hope this sat we can go singapore flyer ~ hahas
my friends soon yi ge you yi ge de go NS~ hais

19 February 2009

Today afternoon go out go city hall penisula pei friends make the jeans after that we went to orchard heeren find friends shopping awhile we go eat macdonald, after that we go bugis find friends again xD then we at arcade hang around first ~ then we go han ji lane there dono what the thing call but is fun =D first time go there~ hahas
then after that we go off take mrt home =D

18 February 2009

LOLs so long no update liao~ kinda too busy this few weeks~ today finally got time to update =D
yesterday 12pm woke up prepare go Macphenson ITE for graduation night friend invite me go LOLs so boring but the buffet is nice xD hahas. After finish the graduation night we go dhoby ghaut find friends then hang around there at bunk or what.

10 February 2009

Today woke up like so many miss call lor LOLs
then use computer awhile den go prepare go out play basketball
play til so fun =D hehes
but my slippers torn T_T but nvm =D hehes~
sian still got many things to do sia wtf!
then after playing basketball jiu go home le ~ i so guai hor hahas =P
Valentines day coming and my bestfrenz birthday coming le
hav fun all

07 February 2009

Today dono why so early wake up =,= but okies la not that tired, =D i wan early sleep and early wake up like that good good hehes..
hmmm den wake up play auditionsea..after playin need prepare then go out meet my friends =,= wat the fuck , i thought i will be late lehs then i go take taxi from my house to bukitbatok MRT =,= but i nv late. fuck sia . waste money. then take mrt meet friends le jiu go orchard Far east plaza see siao yuan superstar people play games. LOLs then after finished watchin jiu go heeren walkwalk , walk hao le go eat macdonald at heeren. so special lor me and my friends those macdonald people serve us so good but i tink they got add GST Or tax! wtf.
then slowli go meet other group of friends at cineleisure jiu go marina square! wa lao my friend pick dao bag and those headset ~ he so lucky sia! tmd
then after finish marina square we go esplanade slack lor LOLs my friend go take people number but fail xD so funny lor. then we go take mrt home le but suddenly we in mrt say wanna ton in the end we ton til go home summore i from jurong east there walk to bukitbatok. can die !!

5 February 2009

Today go play basketball at derek house downstair~
so suay sia today wat the fuck!! ROAR
my face tio smack by ji bai chee min !! still dare laugh LOLs =,=
after finished we go eat, eat le go derek house slack chattin wif derek and wenghong
after that we go home le~ ^^

04 February 2009

Hello people me long time no post liao!! kinda busy everyday ~ so now i free can post!! hahas

i keep go out but i forget what to post~ never mind next time then post more!~ today i very guai no go out ^^ woohoo ~ then i auditioning lor~ Finally 100% E1 for my story mode liao hehes yeah! i cant believe i can do 100% E1 miracle sia!

erm oh ya yesterday 03February 2009
i went to orchard watch movie! wedding game lan jia0 show!!
waste my time inside there!!
after finished watching movie at cineleisure we walk to paragon there ~ and discuss where to go! then suddenly tink go dhoby ghaut lor den we from paragon walk to dhoby ghaut!! never rest all~ walk hao liao then wait for friends....few mins later we from dhoby ghaut walk to marina square!! can die sia!! ROAR!

guess stop here le~ rest my finger hahas xD
have fun all ^^
byes

28January2009

ermm 28jan i go orchard find haoyong, cheeming, sam.. go shopping and eat, after weiqiang come find us and then jiajian come find us we go cineleisure play game and see people play left 4 dead game. so shiok lor!! i wan play. After that we go take train go jiajian house downstair play blackjack at kopitiam ... wtf!~ LOLs but quite fun lor keep laugh =P~
stop til here le ^^


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27January2009

Forget what i do on 27january liao. oh ya i remember le i go my another aunt house play black jack after that i leave my aunt house without telling my parents they all jiu go juwen aunt house le, me find juwen aunt house abt 30mins plus keep find til wan die liao sia. den finally saw seemiang she told me the direction den finally found the house le LOLS....den go in play black jack LOLs =P~ after that i go sam house with weiqiang den we stay awhile jiu go le~ =]

26 January 2009

Long time no post le~ kinda busy sia hahas.. happy new chinese NIU year to all people ^^
26jan09 me and my family go my grandma house and then after we finished go grandma hse le jiu go my aunt house at there play black jack win abit ^^ den play le jiu go home liao. and after goin home jiu go weiqiang house ton lor til next morning~there got weijie, geokpheng, cheekheong, weekiat and melissa LOLs. den slowly after cheekheong and weekiat go le left we few people.

23January2009

This few day i never go out guai hor xD don wanna go out~ boring goin out and also ez link so cho who wan go out sia... fuck sia. ermm den everyday i on phone hao guo go out slacking also need waste money. Roar

hmm chinese new year getting closer liao. hope everyone can get many ang bao wors ^^ hehes Reunion soon. tua yuan fan~

stop til here le ba me =D
takecare all have fun~ gong xi fa cai , sheng ti jian kang, wang shi ru yi, xing xiang shi chen

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19January2009

Today went out with derek,weiqiang and cheeming we go bugis street shopping~ =D
and i finally buy my pants le ^^ woohoo... den after that from bugis street go orchard far east walkwalk shopping. then after that seekee and seemiang find us a little while o.O then sk and sm go le~ then left we 4 guys again~ slowly we went to cineleisure eat and walk plus go heeren walk also. ~ siao lor keep chiong today, ermmm so we finished shopping all le we go marina square there and wenghong found iPod!! OMG fuck him lor so good =,=..den we go explanade slack then go home le . Thats all for today postin =P hehes

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takecare and have fun

18January2009

Hmm... today nothing to do at home~ then i about 5pm wake up LOLs late sia =,= after that i go watch tv~.. watch hao le jiu go use computer play audi and online chatting on msn o.O~ nothing to post for today LOLs

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17January2009

Wow i don't know how many days i never post le~ kindly busy ~ many days i never go remember ... but sat i remember, hmm
sat i wake up do finished things den switch on the computer use, after that den go bath cause need go out, then i bath come out use com first to let the fan dry my hair first o.O? LOLs .. ok 3pm something le need go meet haoyong and his girlfriend and wenghong. we 4 go orchard fareast walkwalk shopping see my chinese new years pants but i keep find still don't have~ then we went to takashimaya find JiaJian den we slack and pei JiaJian smoke lor~ slowly he go back to work. we 4 people got heeren see got my thing anots but found le many people then lazy to buy =,=~ after that we go cineleisure there slack walkwalk shopping lor =,= ... 7pm something le we 4 go seemiang house for birthday celebration we reach there le haoyong and his girlfriend so fast go liao =,= reach there haven 1min then say happy birthday jiu go liao LOLs so fast =,=~~ hmm. we came to seemiang hse is becos is seekee birthday ...~ then after that den i go home liao from seemiang house~ lazy type liao hahas ....

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(,")(",) have fun all

14 January 2009

Erm don't know what to write >,< cause today whole day stay at home.. one day again over le~ time is getting faster le and fk lor my gan laopo wei le result need go Malaysia change then tio rob~ now she still stuck at malaysia!! fk the people don't know how to count~ give wrong result to my gan laopo!! roar hope my gan laopo faster come back to singapore fastfast .ermm stop until here ba ~ hais

takecare all have fun

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Monday 12 January 2009

i went out with wenghong go interview work, we keep find the company but cannot find it, then in the end i found it hahas, we went in for interview work got one guy name Michael but we call it Michael Jackson, LOLs....After that we still interview, weiqiang come in join us for the briefing then slowly we finished briefing, we go out say dont want work le, Kanasai lor.....

After interview we go find derek and ben then we go orhard far east walkwalk then walk finished we go takashimaya find jiajian then me , weiqiang , derek, ben, wenghong pei jiajian smoke outside takashimaya, after 30mins jiajian go work, we go heeren walkwalk ,,, walk finished we go arcade play, then i on phone chatting with my gan laopo hehes , then my friend li siao i hang up the phone, after that we finished arcade we go 7-11 there slack walkwalk saw balloon we play til ki siao ! hahas so fun lor xD..

ok we had fun finished we go take MRT le. then reach jurong east go bukitbatok need change train then my gan laopo call me. we chat chat til about 4hours plus . okies stop here =D

bye readers thanks for reading

12 January 09

What to write for today? cause today never went out so boring stay at home whole day but nevermind hahas on fone with gan laopo hehes , she so sick! fuck lor =,=

gan laopo faster hao qi lai wors !! =D hope you saw this post~
Tomorrow goin interview work hope the person would allow me to work so that i can work with my friends =D lalalala.... Hair going to be cut soon =,= haiz ~sian la! by the way i very less audition le, playing BounceMs privatesever hehes =D

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Hellos people 1st post

First time Posting ^^ hahas so don bluff me for posting
Today afternoon using com, then haoyong call me ask me go out then i say okies after that we go prepare.... prepare ok le , he come my hse downstair wait for me then we go bugis. I go bugis shopping see my chinese new year thing. After that haoyong girlfriend call him then we go meet haoyong girlfriend awhile jiu go le

few minutes later we feel boring then go back bukitbatok slack. hahas
Suddenly got three small kitty at HDB downstairs catching Cockroachs hahas so cute lor, then me and haoyong go play with the cat, play finished liao then i pei haoyong at bus stop waiting for bus. then he go in the bus then i go liao. hahas

reach home my parents ask me want go newton centre near orchard there go eat and my jie fu buy new car then my parents say want go for a ride then i say okies, hehes.
eat hao le jiu go home ^^

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Thanks Seekee for helping make this blog
takecare friend =D hehes